Pick the Perfect Gift

We have all been challenged by marketers this season to find ‘the perfect gift’ for another person. And what would be the perfect gift for a caregiver?

It would be to say to them, “Thanks for all you do, or for all you have done.” I had such an opportunity last week when an in-law passed. She had been loved and cared for by her family since her birth fifty-seven years ago. She had been diagnosed as being severely developmentally disabled due to cognitive impairment.  Her parents continued their in-home care of her as long as they lived; but for the past 18 years, one sister was the primary caregiver. She was blessed to have siblings who rotated weekend care and provided financial support as needed. Yet, this one sister actually gave her life for another when she moved into the home and took over the day-to-day care of an adult who required the same care you would give a toddler.

Therefore, I felt obligated and even privileged to be able to acknowledge to this caregiver that her sacrifices had not gone unnoticed. Although I don’t know all she had gone through, I knew that she had been faithful and loving in caring for her sister and had included her in all family events. The best gift I could give her was to say to her, “You were such a blessing. You did an amazing job.”

   🙋Your Turn- Who is your perfect gift going to?

Love the Moment

Dec. 9, 2020

It’s right there on the inside of the coffee mug I use almost every day even though it’s chipped– “Love the moment.” This mug is a treasured gift from a close friend I lost to pancreatic cancer ten years ago. In addition to thinking of her often, I read the saying on the cup and try to imagine why she gave me this particular one. I believe I know. She wanted me to slow down, look around, and be at peace in the moment.

That’s a hard thing for a caregiver to do. So much can be happening and changing in our responsibilities that we may feel like a circus juggler without the skills, and we know some things feel like they are crashing to the floor. That’s when loving the moment can come in.

Stop. Find a quiet place to rest, and focus on what is going right at that particular moment. Ask yourself, “What is true right now? What is good right now?” And as you find those answers, take a few more minutes to think about the answers you came up with. Will the problems magically go away? Certainly not. But for a brief time, you loved the moment you were in; you embraced the goodness in your life, and you took a deep breath. Now you can go on.

🙋Your Turn- What are some ways you can “love the moment” in your role as a caregiver or in life in general?

WALK AWAY FROM THE PUZZLE

Dec. 2, 2020

I am almost done with a jigsaw puzzle that has over 1,000 pieces. I can’t wait to see the finished product after the hard work that has gone into turning pieces this way and that way to match colors, edges, and patterns. Although the puzzle was new when I received it, I pray silently that there is not a piece missing.  You see, we all like it when things come together as they should – when everything is in its place.  

But what about when things aren’t? What about when there’s no answer for why someone is sick; and if the sickness is prolonged or terminal, we may even question why we have to be the one to shift our schedules and our lives to be a caregiver. My former pastor would always challenge the “Why me?” question with “Why not me?”  It may be time to walk away from the puzzlement and the questioning of it all and just accept things as they are so that you can enjoy the journey. 

🙋Your Turn – What are the questions I can walk away from to give myself greater peace of mind?

Create Thankful Thursdays

Nov. 25, 2020

For years now, I have used Thursdays as my thanks-giving day. That is, I set aside time to say thanks in prayer each Thursday rather than ask for things or wait for the annual holiday to show my gratefulness. I spoke once before of looking at the glass as half-full, and I’d also like to share part of a thanks-giving list I created not long before my mother died from Alzheimer’s. Looking at her strengths rather than her weaknesses at that time, I wrote that:

  • Her health is still relatively good
  • She can walk and talk
  • She can feed herself and has a good appetite
  • She accepts taking her medicine
  • She entertains others with facial expressions
  • She still holds her head upright and watches things around her
  • She still responds in a way that lets you know she understands
  • She’s still my Mom

🙋Your Turn: What can you put on your thanks-giving list as a caregiver?

Lay Aside Your Cape

Nov. 18, 2020

You simply cannot fix everything, no matter how hard you try. My husband took notice of my tireless efforts to make everything right when I was caregiving and juggling all the other responsibilities I had at the time. He told me repeatedly that I was not superwoman. Once I began to think seriously about what he meant, I had to accept that some things were just out of my control, and that I could not do everything.  For example, my mother’s periodic medical challenges or the changes in her personality took place unexpectedly with no thought for what was on my calendar.  I especially had to learn that I could not change others who were slack in their familial responsibilities in caregiving. Nor could I make up for what they were not doing. As I practiced putting my cape aside, I began to focus on doing what was in my power to do. That helped me to be consistent in my support and to accept whatever the day would bring. What would you consider the hardest thing about taking off your cape?

Look at the Half Full Glass

Nov. 11, 2020

It’s so easy to lament all the things an Alzheimer’s patient has lost, and that’s mostly because the issues are staring us in the face. Everyone’s journey is different, yet some of the observable losses in those suffering from this disease include progressive inabilities to use the phone, handle finances, select proper clothing, or actively engage in conversations. Despite that, caregivers can make a conscious effort to look for and celebrate even small things that a loved one may still be able to do. I remember the surprise and joy I felt watching residents who were non-verbal join in weekly sing-alongs I conducted when I visited my mother. People who did not know their names or what day of the week it was could easily recall verses and tunes to songs they had sung decades before.

This video shows how Paul Harvey’s son focuses on the musical ability that his 80-year old father still has, and how that impacted the lives of others when he chose to see the glass as still being half full. I’d love to hear your thoughts once you see their story.

Voice Your Needs

Nov. 4, 2020 – After you’ve taken the plunge and set aside some time for yourself, you wonder why your nephew didn’t do anything else at your house other than just sitting with your husband until you got back. But the truth is, sometimes people don’t know what they can do. They may think their support is not needed, or maybe we simply didn’t ask them. Spare yourself grief (or even anger) by beginning to voice your needs directly. The next time the nephew steps in, let him know you need him to fold the laundry or trim your husband’s fingernails also; assign him a task that would lighten your load. 

People will always say, “If you need anything, call me.” Don’t wait for people (even other family members) to figure out what needs to be done. Learn to delegate responsibilities within the family and follow up on offers to call if you need assistance. You will find that others are willing to help when we voice our needs and let them.

Choose Your Day

Oct. 27, 2020

When you are busy caring for others, it’s easy to forget to set aside a specific time to care for yourself. We sometimes feel guilty doing that because the person we are caring for needs us so much. It’s similar to how first-time parents are reluctant to leave their child with a baby sitter. But all the research tells us that caregivers have to learn to care for themselves so that they can more effectively care for others.  You have to put aside the ‘what-ifs’ and select something you can do for yourself that is not connected to your responsibilities. 

My brother said that he chose a day to play tennis each week; it provided a release for whatever angst he may have felt after visiting my mother and experiencing whatever stage of Alzheimer’s she was exhibiting at the time. In addition to journaling periodically, I turned one night a week into my “spa” night at home. 

We have to take time for ourselves, our other relationships, and our lives in general. So, I encourage you to choose your day as well. Think of something you may have even stopped doing when you became a caregiver. If it nurtures your soul, go back to it. It’s not selfish; it’s survival.  Feel free to use this space to share with me and others what your self-care activity will be.  Thanks.

Learn to Laugh

Oct. 21, 2020

I once heard a presenter joke that one good thing about her mother having Alzheimer’s was that she didn’t always have to cook because her mother didn’t remember that she had not eaten. That didn’t seem funny to me, and I wondered why she was joking about Alzheimer’s. After my mom was diagnosed, I realized the presenter was not laughing at the illness, but she was finding a way to ease some of the intensity of caregiving.

 I found that I had to learn to laugh also, as I did when Mom asked me if my mother was still living. Inwardly, I was heartbroken that she didn’t know me.  But I told her that she was my mother, then laughed and asked her if she was feeling faint or if she was trying to tell me something. Some of the laughter was so that she wouldn’t feel bad; but it was also to keep me from falling apart in front of her.  I have learned that laughter truly is good self-medication. How has laughter helped you in your role as a caregiver?

Accepting the Diagnosis of a Loved One with Alzheimer’s

Oct. 7, 2020

Mom’s doctor prescribed a medicine that would help slow the process and allow her to make mental connections, but the truth that there was no cure for Alzheimer’s carried the most weight in my heart. It was not a cold she could get over; there was no invading lump or tumor that could be removed. It was and would be a new way of life for her and for her family. His advice was that we get her business together as soon as possible – while she could still remember things. He also advised that I find a support group for myself, indicating that I would need it.” (Excerpt from Learning to Love Olivia: A Daughter’s Journal of Her Mother’s Journey Through Alzheimer’s)

How did accepting the diagnosis of your loved one impact your life? Was it a sense of hopeless resignation; was it empowering acceptance, or was it something else?